Don't forget about me.

Ok seriously, what the heck?! I feel like everyone is moving on in their lives and getting married and having babies. Everyone except ME!!! What in the heck. I want that, well first I want to graduate with my nursing degree, but I want to get married. It gets so discouraging when I hear about my friends, and they totally deserve it, but when is it going to be my turn you know???? Ugh, I hate this.
You know like when your little and you KNOW what you'll be doing when you're older? Like you'll know when you'll get married, how it will be, when and where you'll go to school, how old you'll be when you graduate. Then you'll move and live happily ever after. . . and then you get older and you realize, not so much. I feel like that now. And can I ask? What is the point of an A.A. degree? Like really? I can't do anything with it. It's a glorified diploma if you ask me. Just where I am now it seems like I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. I don't want to work at some "job" and make what I make. I want to make a difference in peoples lives. I want to get out into the world and see it before I get too swept up in it. I want to learn things and do things, that not many people get the chance to do. I know right now I must sound like so little spoiled kid complaining to their daddy that they want it NOW!!! And maybe that's what God is teaching me, to be pacient and happy where I am. He knows what he's doing and I don't think I'll move forward until I can grasp that and be ok with it. Not just ok, but Really happy where I'm at. I do have a great life and I'm very happy I know that, I just need to be reminded of that fact.